Gone not around any longer

Once,
when I was in middle school,
answered a question from a friend,
I will get married once I turned 26.
Just a quick answer and I never been serious on that matter.

I'm 25.
I don't find my man yet.
I have a thought of having a partner, once in while.
In a while, when a friend get married.
In a while, when a friend get a baby.
And, I never been serious on that matter.

질투, 당신은 바보
Just always this word kept in my mind. Allah knows best!
He knows me more than anyone else. More than you who read this.
Saya ada tanggungjawab lain yang perlu saya pikul sekarang.
My parent is my priority. 지금은!

Cappuccino is my best friend now. I'm a coffee lover, remember?

Jika rezekimu masih jauh juga

Sabar dan terimalah apa yang ada

Tidak perlu kau payah memburunya

Jika memang kebahagiaanmu, tentu akan datang juga

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kerana kita hamba

Allah tahu segala galanya walaupun doa kau bisu.
Allah dengar segala galanya walaupun kau tiada meminta.
Tak perlu meminta pun Allah sedia tahu apa yang kau mahu.
 Tapi kenapa kena meminta?

 Kerana itu tanda seorang hamba.. :)

the latest photo taken in KT, Masjid Kristal.

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Your mind is yours...

Your mind is yours... if you think so.

A status I've read just now on facebook, written as: "Missing the old day, a day that person love me, treat me well enough and do anything I want",
and it was wrote by a gentle-man, a man!

I think, not everyone can do anything you want. Not a single person can do anything you would like them to do, as you wish. It is so immature, so ashamed. In my thought, you don't deserve it man, if you think your partner will do anything you wish. Why? Because they have their own life.
But, do you think so?

Uhuk! Uhuk! (coughing)
We live as a khalifah, we can't depend totally on people besides us. I know that too and sometime I wish someone will lend their shoulder, for me to breath easily when I was in a difficult, too hard to stand by myself.
A free 'shoulder'? A free 'listener'?
Allah is always by our side. Allah is always, always.

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And bear this in mind.
Just, bear in mind.



Elniea,
29/06/2012

An old photo taken on 2008, my niece.

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Dinner at Arabesque, Turkish

Dinner with family last night,
having fun and we were so fully enjoy,
eating something new to us, but not to our sister and brother who have once stayed at Middle East,
and we always love to eat new kind of meals, and we love Japanese, Thailand, Middle East and Malay cuisine.

Shish tawook inside - arabesque kebab

Yes! A big family :D

Though home is a name, a word, it is a strong one; stronger than magician ever spoke, or spirit answered to, in strongerst conjuration.

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Ah, stress! :D

Hi guys. I know it has been a long time since I'm not blogging. I have everything in my mind, but I don't know how to start blogging. Anyway, I am now pursuing my study in graduate school. Yeay!! Congratulation Rosniah \(^o^\) Hopefully, I will end it with flying color result.

 I'm at kampung now. In the middle of happiness. Greatly happy. With my lovely family. Far from stressful life at Serdang. At first, it's quite confusing me, when I start living in Serdang, in a townhouse (I'm not staying in Kolej), my life chart is slowly going down. Seriously. I was not study well, my assignment was last minute and sometime it's overdue. The life in the rent house really make me stress. Ah, stress!!

 And in the last 2 months, I keep travelling from KL to KB to KL to JB, again and again. Why? To get rid of 'people who make me stress'! But, running away from the problem won't solve it, right? And a decision was made. It's still in progress, I just have to bare the stressful life for a little longer.

Reading this, mungkin people keep thinking, saya melawan takdir or something like, stressful life is a common thing, but still, saya masih ada ikhtiar utk selesaikannya. Jadi saya rasa tak salah kalau saya kurangkan tahap stress dalam hidup, utk membantu diri ke arah yang lebih baik. Sokong? ;D

Current classmates at one of classmate's wedding reception.

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make-up tebal atau tambah lemak?

Cabaran hidup makin susah. Makin menduga-duga ketabahan diri. Macam mana nak tempuh? Tebalkan make-up muka berapa inci? Atau dengan menambah lemak di pipi? Oh.

Allahu rabbi.

Selonggokan mereka yang lain mendapat rezeki tidak terduga di bulan Ramadan ni. Aku masih lagi di sini. Mencari kesimpulan ketidakstabilan diri. Mengapa? Insaflah.

 As long as I know myself to be a coward I shall be unhappy. Be confident. A friend once said, "Try, because you have nothing to lose".

taman bunga di rumah mama, cantik kan?

 Bahagia takkan kekal. Bumi ini berputar dan alam sekitar bukan diam. Mereka bergerak. Aku bila lagi? Sabarlah. Rezeki datang dari Allah, bukan dari tangan manusia. Moga keberkatan Ramadan ini mengiringi perjalanan hidup aku seterusnya hingga akhir hayat.



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